I just wanna end it

There’s  a part of me that thinks is all futile

There’s a pain that takes over

And the gratitude and the light

Are just there on side lines of my deep grief of wide understanding

Standing alone in the storm of my personal cloud

And I just wanna end it

I don’t want an ear or a hug

I just want it to stop

The irrationality of my existence

The exhausting effort to try

For nothing

And I’m here knowing is all false

I could die slowly or die fast

And I wish the gods just took the fast swing

And that afterlife won’t be worse

I know to be grateful, but I also know pain

Maybe this is just me, cracking open into a new being

Something always dies

Every story has an end.


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